umm... post?

I know that the vast majority of us are no longer on this thing but I figured I would give it a go anyway. I don't really know what to post. I have nothing fun going on. Oh! except that... ready to feel old?... Bruce got his mission call. He is going to New York New York North. Pretty Awesome. He goes in September 26. I guess the only other thing I have to share is all of the warm fuzzies I have in me right now. I have kind of turned into a cynical, pessimistic person and I don't like it. I am resolved to be a nicer person once more. I have been trying to cut back on all of my judging and I really should stop gossiping. One more thing to work on, I guess. Anyways... I am doing good. I could tell fun stories about ridiculous missionaries and their insane demands. But I won't. I will be nice. sooo... i have nothing to share. Maybe I will just post this picture for you all to admire.

That is my favorite picture from our wedding. I like that it wasn't posed at all. That was just us being happy and sweet. I love it. I love Stephen. Anyways... Take that bit of happiness and spread it around.

Earth Oddities

There are many things happening now-a-days that I just don't understand. For one... friends who have died. That is wierd. I didn't see it coming. Another thing that is much more influential for me is the oddity that Micquel is engaged. That is just insane. I find it hard to believe that anyone other than me can get married. Despite my ridiculous disbelief I am very excited for her. Hooray for Micquel! I can't wait for it to happen.

The other exciting earth oddity is that I am going to graduate. Within a year. I should be done in June of 2008. I cannot wait for this one to happen. The really odd oddity is the fact that I very well could be a mother within a year. we want to have kids as soon as I am done with school. I really want to but at the same time... it is just scary. Really, I could be pregnant during fall semster this year. All I can say on this is CRAZY.

Anyway, I suppose I should start paying attention to the Asian Art History class I am in if I do want to graduate.

valentines

so i have never really gotten anybody anything for valentine's day. it has never been an issue. but now it suddenly is. and so i am getting a few things... and considering some others.... i just have to say that i have never felt so uncomfortable looking at things online as i am right now. curse byu. it is all the dumb school's fault. i have no other place to get online and i need to find some scandelous lingerie. it is necessary. oh well... i will have to suck it up and deal with the humiliation. please... pity me.

i am a married woman

hey there. so uh.... here is something new... i am married. I have a husband. and a new name. and a new apartment. and a new bed. and a christmas tree.

we are moved into our new place. mostly. we are still working on getting motivated enough to set up the music room and get it all organized. i love it. life is awesome. it is really really hard right now but i have never been happier. i love knowing that we completely rely on eachother. i like determining what i am able and unable to do based on stephen's needs. and yes, i do like cooking dinner for us. i am not very good at it yet but i am working on it.

we sit around a lot. stephen is really liking tv. he hasn't had it for a long time and we get free cable at our place. which is nice because as of right now we are too poor to really go out and do anything at all. but that is okay. i don't mind being poor too much. hopefully we can make it through the next couple of weeks and be okay.

i am very excited for thanksgiving. we are staying here for it and spending christmas in delta. that should be fun. it will be nice to have a proper excuse for not going to class and i have a feeling i will be more motivated and i will make more effort when the break is over. expect to see me in class every day!!! hopefully.

finally i will just put a plug for journal writing. the last time i wrote in my journal was on may 14. this was one week after i met stephen. now we are married. do you see what i'm getting at? now i have to go back and fill in all the details so my great great grandchildren are not really confused as to why grandma loveless has no recollection of the courtship process. so... the moral of the story is... write in your journal. at least every so often. everyone will appreciate it. especially you.

long time, no nothing

hey howdy hey. i haven't done this for a long time so.... it is time. Right now I am in Delta and Stephen is on the phone with Johnson Mill. One of the places we are going on our honeymoon. we are going to some swiss spa in Midway for the first two nights and then to Johnson Mill for the last. It is going to be awesome. Our room is enormous and delightful. And it has two waterfalls. Yes, two. One in the shower and one in the huge jetted bath tub. I am excited. I don't want to sound too much like a guy but... I'm going to have sex. In 36 days.

I went to the gynocologist today. that was interesting. at least it was a woman. She gave me a lecture on sex. I learned some things. I have another appointment with her on Monday morning. I am getting an IUD in. Man alive, that is going to suck. She told me to take about 800 mg of ibuprofen to help with the intense cramps i will get from it. That does not sound good. YUCK. Oh well. It is worth it if I don't have a child until I get done with school.

Well.... I had better be off. Be happy. I am finished.

nothing to share

eh-oh. i have nothing to say and yet i am expected to blog about something and keep you all entertained. i think this is very wrong. what if i am not a very entertaining person? what if, even when i think i am being entertaining, i am not? should you, as my friends, pretend i am a witty and delightful girl or shoot me down? perhaps i will write a movie review for this post. i just saw one last night that i have never heard of. it was called 'Pulse'.

this is the movie poster. awesome. please realize that these are all ghosts that are holding her.

in this one the main girl (mattie) is in the bathroom stall and a ghost is waiting in the next one for her.

This film is all about ghosts who come through the internet and start killing people while trying to steal their life force so they can live again. well... they start by coming through the internet. they progress to come through wireless connections like cell phones and PDA's. it was some good clean fun. i will give no other part of the plot away. i laughed a lot. it was not the kind of thing that scares me. perhaps you will have better luck with it. please... see it. and report back to me on whether it was a terrifying treat or not. please admire my use of alliteration. and now i will leave you.