five secrets? But... i don't have that many GOOD ones.

i don't know that i have five secrets. however, i will try to think of something. here goes...

1. I used to tell all of my nieces and nephews that there was a monster living under my bed. this effectively kept them out of my room because i told them that it would eat them if i wasn't there. i am mean.

2. i cheated on my diet for about three weeks. i ate as much crap as i could. s'more poptarts, candy bars, cookies, brownies, cake, licorice. i even bought a big bag of pumpkin mellowcremes. i ate about half of them and then gave the bag to rosemary to keep myself safe.

3. when in elementary school i ate whatever lunch nikki and micquel did. it wasn't because i liked it. i thought they would not be my friends if i wasn't exactly the same as them. i was insecure and shy. don't blame me. AND they made me feel dumb any time i acted differently from them.

4. i got a parking ticket at BYU a month ago. i didn't want anyone to know and i didn't want to pay it so my mom pretended it was her and said she didn't realize where the visitor parking was. they (BYU) waived it.

5. I almost convinced myself to kiss Greg (charlotte's brother) when we went to MORP together. We were alone in the car and I almost did it. i will tell you now that i am very glad that i did not.

i think someone of this group knows all of these "secrets" i honestly cannot think of any secrets that i have not shared... at least not any that i am willing to share. if you are outraged and want to hear more... you may tell me exactly how many of these will not do and i will try to think of replacements.

oh! here is one. i believe rosemary knows... i had a big crush on James. i liked him more than i liked mike at a point. and at times... i still do. how can i help it when every letter he sends me tells me how attractive i am and begs for cuddling? all boys should master flattery.