valentines

so i have never really gotten anybody anything for valentine's day. it has never been an issue. but now it suddenly is. and so i am getting a few things... and considering some others.... i just have to say that i have never felt so uncomfortable looking at things online as i am right now. curse byu. it is all the dumb school's fault. i have no other place to get online and i need to find some scandelous lingerie. it is necessary. oh well... i will have to suck it up and deal with the humiliation. please... pity me.