I... don't... know...

and so... thus it starts. my first weeks at university. it was not too bad. i am kind of appalled by how much i am expected to read. it is slightly unsettling. i am also often surprised by the BYU BUBBLE. everyone loses all sense of their personal identities within a week. everyone dresses exactly the same and talks the same and expects every class to be some great insight into the gospel. it kind of bugs me that everyone is so bent on being perfect. i have knowingly and purposefully offended many people on campus. this happens every time i give my opinion so i guess it means that i am expected to conform. i don't think i will. it is ok... i like my teachers and what we talk about... i just don't like a lot of the people that attend there. some girl gave me a really dirty look when i jokingly said that some guys were only after action and i was completely ok with it. i could tell i was branded as an automatic slut and i haven't even kissed anyone yet. it is just too much pressure. EFY STYLE.
i hung out with derek yesterday. that was a bust. i then spent a rather pleasing evening with daisy and christian. it was a very good occurance for my sanity. i miss normal people. i miss you all. please, i am begging you, if you are doing anything, do not hesitate to call and invite me. i am the most asocial creature i know. i do not like it.
and now... i must go to my homework. thank you. i love you all.

p.s. i am sure you are sick of it... but... serenity comes out in 19 days. i am completely psyched. please enjoy these wholesome pictures.