i am kind of depressed today
so... i am kinda sad. there are many reasons to be sad, disappointed, etc. i had a physics test on monday. i did not do so hot. i have a molecular biology test tomorrow and i have not yet studied. i have an american heritage test on monday and have not studied. all of these things are indeed grievious, however, the worst thing by far is that my poor white mouse, lola, died about an hour and one half ago. i have only had her for 8 months. i expected that she would live at least until june.
the hardest part was that i could see her going. she started shaking a lot on tuesday night. i tried to get her to eat something. i held her. she was just so pitiful. she was asleep when i got home from school today. i went and had lunch and when i came back 30 minutes later she was dead. poor girl. at least i knew it was coming. my golden mouse, loretta, slept by her all night. i think she is sad. she is usally really active but she is kind of lethargic today. i can't blame her. anyway, i think i am going to go buy a new one tonight after class so loretta can have a friend. i think i will get another white one. they remind me of lab mice and i like them. we'll see, i suppose. maybe i won't have to tell the little kids. they will all be so sad and want to have a funeral for her. but then, i always thought it was kind of evil to trick kids like that. it is only a small mammalian animal. they can handle it.
holy crap! er... i mean... i am not surprised by the song that just began to play on my computer. it is you've got a way by faith hill. delightful. i suppose that is what i get for listening to the notting hill soundtrack. not that i don't like faith hill. i am just not in the mood. just wait, boyzone will come on shortly. yuck. ah, yes, that is much better. how can you mend a broken heart? by al green.
i am definitely in the mood for a melancholy chick-flicky film. perhaps i will do that tonight instead of studying. good plan. after i write a letter to elder loveless. i am giving in. i feel bad that he is making me a tape and i didn't even take the time to write him back. so i am answering his letter he wrote me at the beginning of december.
well, i better go. i will end with the thought that the movie The Machinist is weird but delightful in a disturbing way, i highly recommend it. oh. also in the words of my brother, "i would like to like women again, i just can't see past the life-sucking evil" HAVE A GREAT DAY!
posted by Trisha @ 1:11 PM
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I know the pain that comes from the death of a small rodentesque pet. Remember my hamster Oscar? Yes, I remember going in my room, and not hearing that crazy loud wheel going, no chewing on metal, no squeakyness. I looked in the cage and there was my dear Oscar sprawled, breathing laboriously. I picked it up, and held it. then i watched it for like an hour until it finally stopped breathing. It was so surreal, that I didn't even cry. Just put it in the shoe box and took care of business. Sad.
That song is by Shania Twain, btw. It's just disturbing that I know this. But trust me, it is.
I hope Bruce said that thing at the end. It's pretty funny, and he can be pretty clever sometimes, even if it is in a cynical way.
I've watched so many animals die. Big, small, medium. No matter what size, it's always sad. Mostly if it's a cat or a dog. They just have such personalities.
well that line is definitely quality. And I'm sorry that you are having a poopy time. Losing animals is always sad.
If you could have cookies I would make a batch for you. So instead, if there is anything food or other-wise that you would like - it will be brought over upon request. And even more so since I am one of your visiting teachers.
and I am the other one.
Or, wait, was it Ethan that said that line about women?
thank you for your heartfelt responses. i am okay. i quite like my new animals. nikki, i believe you about it being shania twain. i also know how you know, you saucy minx. the line was actually said in an episode of scrubs, but ethan says it a lot.
guess what!? elder loveless sent me two tapes today. and a picture. he is attractive in a disturbing, scary way. and you can also tell that he KNOWS how fabulous he is. that is too bad. i still like him though. ask me about the song he wrote about jennie. HA!
err... i felt like sharing... i just wrote a letter thingy to the daily universe readers' forum. ha. good night. it is bed time for trisha
er... okay. so here is the mass confusion. mike specially sent me a valentine's day package today. it cost him 15 dollars to overnight it. he made me a tape that says a lot of things that i cannot even express. yes, my friends, he talks DIRTY! if you require more information... you may ask.
I require more, much more.
I apologize for not visiting your blog and being so behind the times. Poor Lola. What is the new one's name?
Dirty talk, eh, it's good to hear that Mike is really focused on the work. not. What a crazy, lovesick boy.
You are in quite the love triangle Trisha. Bravo
confusing.
I like triangles. They are very pointy.
indeed they are. i will post something new soon. i suppose.
yes, please hustle your bustle.
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