ears popping

have you ever looked at a computer screen for so long your lower jaw and ears start to ache? i am at that point right now. i am just trying to get crap organized for school. it is harder than i thought. maybe because i am too... something.

anyway... oh! okay. i am going to vent about people who take advantage of you. namely... my family. crazy lori is driving me crazy. she made me walk around target after her for 2 HOURS last night. oh, and she DID NOT BUY ONE THING! how can a woman have to pawn her three children off on everyone around her because she "can't" take care of them and then walk around a bloody store for two hours to no point or purpose. she then asked me to take her for a snow cone. she didn't want to use her $50 and so asked me for change. i payed for her stupid drink. STUPID!

also, jamie (sister) has been making me angry lately. she is 23 years old. you would think she could manage her money by now. nope. she spends her money on the most worthless crap. and she bugs me about giving her money because she runs out. she is constantly asking me to give her money so she can go out with her friends or put gas in her car. she makes tons more money than i do and should be able to cover her costs easily and save money for school but she doesn't. at this moment she has NO money for school. after working all summer. last week we were hanging out and she wanted to go out for food. i told her i wasn't hungry and did not want to. she finally convinced me to go but i decided i wasn't going to get anything. she also invited her friend along. when we got there she said, "i hope you brought your wallet." i asked her why and she told me that she didn't bring any money. this was after she and her friend had ordered. what was i supposed to do? i couldn't just say no. the food was coming and she was my ride home. i ended up paying a bill of over $20 at a stupid meal that i did not want to even attend. and of course she will never pay me back. then we went out for my cousin bryant's birthday. it was me, jamie, bryant and two of his friends. she convinced us (after much whining and "i'm in charge") to go to chuck e cheeses to play. when we got there and were at the token machine she leaned over and said "give me your wallet" i asked why and she progressed to inform me that she had only brought a checkbook and needed cash for the machine. i told her that i only had a twenty and she said to give it to her and she would go get change for it. it all comes to this: i gave her the stupid money. there were three people waiting to play games on her tab. THEY ALL PLAYED ON MY MONEY! AND THEY ALL THINK JAMIE IS A SAINT FOR PAYING FOR THEM! I PAYED! why would she convince everyone to go to a place she KNEW she couldn't pay for? i am kind of pissed. please tell me if i am wrong to be so frustrated with my stupid sisters.